So, I’m not dead. Not that anyone cares, but I’d just like to say that. I haven’t blogged (here) in what feels like ages, and that’s because…I haven’t had anything to write. Not that nothing’s happened in my life, believe me, it has, but I’ve just never felt the urge to put it here. Which makes me sad, now that I think about it. I just spent the last hour reading all my old posts and realized I have something special here. I’ve never done anything like this before, written exactly what’s in my head. I never had a diary…well, I’ve had several diaries, but let’s just say they’re mostly filled with nothing. I think the reason of my failed attempts is that I didn’t really feel it had a purpose. To write my thoughts in a book, I mean. What’s the point of writing the things that are in my head and reading them? It’s not like there’s going to be anything I didn’t already know in them. I know you’re supposed to look back and remember things or whatever, but it just felt kinda pointless. Writing here doesn’t feel pointless. It feels kinda meaningful actually, knowing that there’s a chance someone might read your words. And I’m actually starting to understand the point of writing down your thoughts, I mean, I laughed my ass off at some of my posts, and not because of my stellar humor either. So, I’m going to be better now, start updating more. It might not be as much as the previous months, but that’s understandable, I didn’t have to defend my life in a sword fight against school every day back then. Summer break, those were the days. At least I’m almost halfway through high-school. Geez, I can’t believe I even came this far without breaking down completely. Came close a few times though. Anyways, from now on, more updates…even if no one’s reading this. Man, I’m coming back into my emoish ways quickly.
Tune of the day, seeing that familiar phrase makes me smile more than I imagined it would. Oh, I just gotta tell you, my music taste has been altered a bit. Or, rather, an addition has been made. As you might have noticed, american/rock/pop/teeny/punk or whatever has taken a bigger place in my music library. Very refreshing. And suits the place I’m in right now. Don’t get me wrong though, I’m still myself. Just upgraded. Constant upgrading.
Anyways, here’s the song. Reminds me of way back when it used to play on TV and I had no clue who Fall Out Boy was. I did like the song back then too though, which is kinda funny, now that I think about it. It also makes me think of the day, for obvious reasons…AND it makes me think of a relatively recent day when I “tore up the town” with my partner in crime. Speaking of that, I haven’t been completely absent in the Cyberworld this whole time, I do have another project. Can’t write about it, confidential shit, but if you for some reason find something you suspect has something to do with me, please do ask. This is sooo farfetched that I would be thoroughly amused if it were to come back to this blog. Anyways, here’s the song, with its very-hard-to-decipher lyrics:
Fall Out Boy – Sugar, We’re Going Down
Love & Antlers